I am so sick

of how utterly boring my life has gotten.

I leave the house to work and that's it.

I do nothing with my friends

and I don't believe that any one of them is terribly upset by that fact.

I am disgustingly large and out of shape.

My life is boring and uninteresting.

I would do anything to have people miss me and care about me like they used to.

I can feel myself getting ready to fall back to old habits.

And I am not concerned at all.