Wednesday, March 23, 2011

last week, I wrote to my friend:
talked to my sister today about looking into finding a therapist to get an actual diagnosis and better meds.
I'm just so torn because what will I talk about? It's not like I've ever had any huge traumatic things happen.
She said to me "Vicki, people don't cut themselves because nothing's wrong."
I guess she has a point. I don't want to mask this forever. I want to figure out how to make it stop.

I still haven't any steps to right my life.
I haven't made any phone calls.
I have become entirely too complacent with how shitty my life is.

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