I leave the house to work and that's it.
I do nothing with my friends
and I don't believe that any one of them is terribly upset by that fact.
I am disgustingly large and out of shape.
My life is boring and uninteresting.
I would do anything to have people miss me and care about me like they used to.
I can feel myself getting ready to fall back to old habits.
And I am not concerned at all.