cleaning my room. ran across the box that has all the stuff from when we dated. cards, letters, pictures. could i just shove it back to the bottom of the pile and pretend it wasn’t there? nope. and now i’m sitting in my bed sobbing. i feel like my heart breaks all over again every time i remember what i threw away.
i tried to explain to a friend last night that i still completely and will always know that you were the one i was supposed to marry. maybe there is someone else out there for both of us, but it's only ever going to be you that i want.
i just want to know when i’m going to be over this.
but at the same time, i’ve never wanted to be over you.
how can i move on if my heart won’t let you go?